AISubs v3.7
I'm Ono Nobi.
Oh, life is hard.
It's hard, it's hard.
On March 31, 2025, Budokan will be held!
Thank you very much.
I've been crying for about an hour and my eyes are full of tears.
But I don't want to make mistakes if I do it first.
Today was the first time in a year for me to cry like this.
Every year, this sunny or March or April day appears.
I think I cried like this last March, too.
So you don't have to worry about it.
I'm just recording my own memories.
Oh, when I wake up in the morning, this is what happens.
February 20, 2025
It's February 17th and 18th of 2024 now.
The reason why it's like this is because I'm anxious.
I'm always attacked by this kind of anxiety.
I belong to an idol group called Nippon Watchachan.
My name is Bob Suzuki.
If I don't go to Budokan in three years in March, 2020, I'll break up.
I'm going to work hard and debut as an idol.
So I couldn't go to Budokan for three years.
For those three years, I poured my life into it and tried so hard.
But it didn't work out.
So I ran for another year for Budokan.
Then I was able to go to Budokan.
But it doesn't mean you're born in Budokan just because you go to Budokan.
So you have to work hard for a year, but at the moment, there are about 1,000 people in Budokan, so you have to recruit about eight times as many people as you can.
And on March 2nd, there will be a concert at a place called Line Cube Shibuya, which is about 2,000 people.
But I'm not satisfied with it yet, and I'm trying to make it look like a trap that the members will ride.
For that purpose, I do live broadcasts and YouTube shoots every day.
Thank you so much for giving me so many tickets!
Let's end with this song!
Thank you so much, everyone!
Why do you want to study so hard?
It's been six years since I left school, but my heart hasn't been directed.
I want to see my father and mother.
I have a memory of trying various challenges for three years when I was challenged.
It's scary to try a lot.
I've tried many times for one goal.
I'm not satisfied with what I have.
My heart breaks.
I'm not afraid of it, but I'm afraid of it.
I think I've got a fear count.
So every time I try it, I get very anxious.
Why am I so anxious?
I don't care if I try it and fail.
But in the past three or four years of my life, I've spent too much of my life on my father and mother.
I have nothing but my father and mother.
So when my father and mother loosen up, I loosen up, too.
So I thought I shouldn't do that, and I tried hard for three years and one year.
In that one year, I thought I had to make something like a support for my heart so that I could live even if I failed.
It was a year of life work balance.
So I move to a place where I can relax at home.
I start playing the piano.
I start buying deco.
I'm so anxious in my heart that I can't cut it off.
The only place I can rest assured of is my family.
My father and mother and my brother.
It's been three years since I moved out, but I still want to see my father and mother because I haven't been able to get along with my parents or my heart hasn't been able to get along with them, and I want to go back to Osaka in advance or something like that, but
it's like that again today.
Even if I want to see you today, I have work to do, but I don't get along with my dad very much, and it's not because I hate him, but because I hate him.
I know I shouldn't cry or get in the bath like this, but I'm taking a video like this to calm my mind.
When I take a video like this, I objectively look like an idiot, that is, I'm homesick now and I want to see my dad and mother.
I want to do my best and it goes well with my job.
I'm going to do my best now, and even if I'm scared of challenges, I'm not running away now, but a year ago, I was honestly running away from challenges.
I didn't want to run away for a year, but I thought I had to try it now, so I started trying it.
But I'm still afraid of failure.
Half of them are good people and support me, so I don't want to regret half of them.
I'm already running away, so I don't want to run away anymore.
I'm 24 years old and I'm dying alone.
I know I shouldn't have done it.
So I have no choice but to have my parents play Shiratama in Tokyo.
I have no choice but to see you when I want to see you.
Will I go back to Osaka or will my parents come back to Tokyo?
Will I go back to Osaka?
Today's Bobbi P is just this video.
The live show is in an hour.
I don't look like this when I go to the live show, so I showed you my weak side for only a few hours.
I know, I know.
YouTube comments and such.
You're reckless, Yume. You can't do that with your ability.
Talent and so on.
You know, the size of the agency is important.
But I'm fighting against unfairness and doing my best.
I don't know how much of my ability I have.
I've figured it out in this schedule.
So what I can do now is to keep trying without fear.
If the results of my hard work don't come true, I'll be satisfied.
But if I don't do my best without trying for reasons like fear of challenge, I'll regret it for the rest of my life.
After all, I'm afraid now and I hope it lasts forever.
So I'm going to do my best from now on.
I'd be happy if you could cheer me on.
Oh, he's still crying.
Oh, I see you on YouTube sometimes. You're still crying.
I'd be very happy if you could just watch over me.
If I had to say it, I'd be happy if you could leave it at the end of your heart.
I'm too weak.
I don't fight for this spec.
I'll do my best not to lose.
I'd love you to listen to March 31, 2025.
Please come and play at Line Cube Shibuya on March 2nd.
There are about 700,000 ticket standards left.
I'd love to achieve this.
I'm thinking of having a donut party or something.
I'll do my best.
See you later.
I'll get ready.